Time Marches On ...

I can't believe 6 months have passed! I can't believe I was so worried of getting through that first night, that first week without the X.

I feel like a different person now. I feel calm, content... dare I say, happy?!

I've discovered a new inner-strength ... actually I don't think it's new - I think I just found it again. I had lost it along the way but I am starting to feel like the old me.

I read through my posts last night and wanted to give myself a big hug. I thought my life was over back then, but now I feel like this is going to be a better and brighter chapter.

I absolutely know that he could live a 100 lifetimes and still not deserve me.